“Being
confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to
completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” Philippians 1:6
Sometimes God
gives us tasks that we do not feel confident to do. We do not feel as though we
are skilled in that area and we wonder why he called us to do it. I feel this way often about my writing. I just do not feel as though I am a good
writer. I listen to a ton of audio
books, podcasts, and read books, and I typically conclude while I am doing so
that I am not as good of a writer as the folks that wrote them. My grammar- how I communicate with others-
isn’t the best, and it often translates into my writing.
I was reading
from the book of Ecclesiastes this morning. The scholars believe that King Solomon
wrote the book. He was a much better writer than I. I am trying to improve and working on it, but
the fact remains that I will just never be like Jane Austen, Toni Morrison or
J. K. Rowling. Nonetheless, I am
sticking with it. I am going to tell my
story because it will help someone else.
Even if my story helps just one person, it will be worth the time
spent. Please do not look at this piece
as a pity party or a way for me to get compliments from my blog readers. It is simply the truth. It is truly how I
feel sometimes.
However, I also
know that feeling of uncertainty, the lack of confidence that I feel, is coming
from the enemy. It is a way to try to cause me to stop writing and not share
what God has done in my life. How often
do we stop what we are doing because of fear?
If we know that we are doing something God has called us to do, instead
of stopping, we should continue to work on it.
Continue to practice until we improve our skills to the point where our
confidence has strengthened. Push through that fear and never quit.
My husband is a
huge LeBron James fan. Of course, he is watching the NBA playoffs right now and
seeing all the amazing shots he has been making. Imagine if Mr. James felt insecure one day
about a bad shot that he made, so he decided to quit practicing- or even
playing basketball- all together. How
crazy would that be? I know it’s an
extreme example, as he is arguably the best basketball player of all time. I am sure he has felt insecurity and fear at
different points in his career- especially early on. Thankfully, he did not let those feelings get
to him or allow them to take over to the point where he stopped working on his
craft. Because of the many hours he has
spent, and because of never giving up, he has far exceeded every other basketball
player in the world.
Do you remember
the song “I wanna be like Mike” that we used to sing about Michael Jordan? Why
have we not made a song for LeBron? I need my creative friends to get on it! But, I digress…
I am writing
this to encourage you today. What are
you afraid of? What is stopping you from pursuing your goals and dreams? Do you worry you are not good enough? Not skilled enough? Not smart, or pretty or handsome enough? Do
not let the enemy of our souls stop you from making the impact in the world
that you were meant to make. Instead of
listening to the negative thoughts, get to work, get focused on what you need
to do, and just do it. Ask God for
strength to continue if that is what you need.
Ask him for confidence when you are lacking it. Do not stop and do not let fear or lies take
over or distract you from what you are here – only for a short time- to
accomplish.
Thank you
ReplyDeleteThis is absolutely amazing! This is a reminder of just how the enemy wants us to believe (mind/mental) that we’re not good enough! Fear sets in, BUT WE MUST REMEMBER….God did not give us the spirit of fear!! My takeaways…..
ReplyDeleteWhat am I afraid of? What is stopping me from pursuing my goals and dreams? Do I worry about not being good enough? Not skilled enough? Not smart, or pretty enough? Lord, I/we have been created in Your image! We’re fearfully and beautifully created!!
Yay! Thanks for being amazing!
Amazing!! Thank you for sharing!! This is definitely confirmation for me!
ReplyDeleteSo timely!!❤️
ReplyDeleteThank you for this reminder to push through even when I’m feeling insecure. Yes , continue to show up. I look forward to more of your work ❤️
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